Me.An.Ing.

I figure since I am tackling the idea of intimacy I might as well tackle the other big questions that I tend to have.

I guess I have always known my meaning to be in certain things or certain roles. I am a brother, a father, a son, and a co-worker amongst other things. I tend to find meaning in all of these roles. They always seem to define me. They always seem to allow me to continually contradict myself.

I tell my son not to use bad words but when I with my co-workers I tend to use bad words. Stuff like that. I get so tired of trying to find meaning in other people. I mean, what happens when everything passes away? What happens when everything and everyone that I know and love fade away? Who am I then? Where do I got to find meaning?

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[a]

the dictionary?

[Janus]

Ah never let other people be your barometer, many people want to keep you where you are so they feel better when they aren't going anywhere. Keep searching Joe you are doing well.