The weblogs have been getting a lot of play on youtube, which is cool, I guess. I suppose it's only really cool if it will lead to actual answers for my actual questions. Hard to believe that more than 20 thousand people have watched this video.
But most people on youtube are more interested in my outward appearance that what is going on in my soul.
That's okay. It's not that different from all the other crap that's out there on youtube. I don't know why I thought it would be a safe place for me to vent. Everyone is far too suspicious. Oh well. I've enjoyed the comments I've received so far on the blog. I think that I'm really close to finding what I'm looking for. I wonder how long it will take for me to be able to drop my guard, and really let go?
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